twinkle town with cherry toppings

2009-08-03T01:33:00.005+10:00

Happy Birthday my dearest friend, my brother (:

Dearest Lawie,

I am so glad to have a friend like you by my side for oh-so very long. Now you've turned 21 moving so quickly and swiftly into adulthood leaving me behind ): I know by turning 21, you've grown so much, mentally and well physically ( side ways (; and of course horizontally too ) but to me, you will never change, you will always be The Lawie that I've known and grown to love. The Lawie that tolerates my randomness and will text me until his credit runs out and still doesnt mind, The Lawie that has always been there for me through thick and thin, to talk and webcam with when I'm bored or when I miss home. The Lawie that gave me his black necktie just because I like it and wouldn't give it back to him (; The Lawie that camwhore's with me constantly as entertainment when we're out with the boys. The Lawie who brings me to tears sometimes from just sweet and sensitive text messages, that makes me realise how important I am to myself, to you and how important you are to me.

You are "The One and Only Lawie" and I will love and cherish our friendship for eternity because I know, there will never be another you. You are and always have been a great man. Anyone would be lucky enough to have you in their life because no matter what, with you in our lives, everything just seems so much better and brighter. Your personality is unique in that sense (: To have a friend like you is of equal value to a pink diamond, the rarest and most valuable diamond in the world.

Happy 21st Birthday Larrie Chua Boon Huat! Know that I, no scratch that, we all love you and are glad that you’ve appeared in our lives, well mine. I don’t know if you feel the same but I know I can never imagine a life without you in it, because then all these precious memories would have never existed. Live life, my dear friend and let it take you through to new journeys, to explore new things and to take you to new heights.

xx

Love,
Wendy

who knew ..

2009-06-28T01:00:00.000+10:00

Chu Kang ( PCK ) explaining sex to Chu Beng's son, Aloysius .........

Aloy: Why is making love so enjoyable ?

PCK : Aiyah, ah boy, enjolable becaws, same like when you dig your nose
with your finger mah !

Aloy : Do you think women enjoy sex more than men ?

PCK : Of course woman lah ! When you dig dig your nose, your nose feel
better than your finger, right ?

Aloy : Why do women hate it when they get raped ?

PCK : Ai-yah ! Say, you walk along the load, den someone come over and
dig your nose, you like or not ? Ehhh ? Don't pray pray ah !

Aloy : Why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her
menses?

PCK : Oy !! If your nose bleeding, you still go and dig meh?? Siow ah !
Use your blain, use your blainnn ..........

Aloy : Why is it most men don't like wearing condoms when they are
making love ?

PCK : Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a glove on
your finger or not ? Not the same shiok feeling mah. Corlight or not?

Aloy : Why is making love carried out in private ?

PCK : Ah boyyyyy, use your blain, use your blainnnnn .........you go
and dig your nose in flont of your whole class izit ?? Stupid lah!!

Aloy : Wah ...... Uncle Chu Kang, you are very good.

PCK : Aiyah ...... ,' Best in Singapore, JB, some say Batam, and now,
the whole world!' also ah!!!

2009-04-27T15:09:00.005+10:00

Quiet nights

2009-04-25T23:55:00.003+10:00

i like the way yu make me laugh,

i like the way yu hold me tight,

i like it when we just cuddle for fun,

i like the little kisses that yu give me,

i like the random hugs,

i like how yu hold my hand,

i like how yu pinch my nose,

i like the walks home,

i like the random thoughts that always come out of yu,

but,

i dont know what it means

2009-04-10T17:37:00.001+10:00

Confused

What does this mean?

Where will it take us?

2009-04-05T14:10:00.006+10:00

Think doing Early Childhood Education is easy?

Think again

Thinking of doing teaching?

Well,
dont.

Because this is your life for the next 4years.

Weekdays:

Weekends:
(note - this was taken in the library, and yeap thats where I was these few weekends)

):

2009-03-17T20:21:00.000+10:00

Happy St Paddy's Day everyyonnne!

Todays the actual St. Patrick's Day but Brissy celebrated on the 14th, Saturday.

St. Patty's Day is an Irish holiday where it St. Patrick dove the snakes from Ireland. Using a wooden staff to drive the serpents into the sea, banishing them forever from Ireland. One old serpent resisted banishment but Patrick outwitted him by making a box and invited him inside. The snake insisted that it was too small but eventually entered the box to prove his point. But Patrick slammed the lid close and threw the box into the sea.

Ireland has no snakes but its because its an island and so snakes cant get there.

Butttt the real reason we're celebrating St. Paddy's day is to honour
the death of an Irish missionary who became the partron of saint of Ireland.

To celebrate St Paddy's Day, there's a parade and after the parade, everyone would head of to an Irish Pub or the Irish Club for drinks and food.

The only reason I went this year is to see Hannah.
She plays in an Irish band and so she was in the parade.

Went to the city early and did a little window shopping and had sushi for breakfast.
Met up with Teeny and off we went.
Teeny and Hannah

Right, so they always start with the parade.
Teeny and I went up to the balcony of Irish Muphy's for drinks and to have a better view of the parade

How adorable are them babies!

That's Hannah's band

There's Hannah!

and
Look! Irish Blokes!

How cute is that little lionn!
Extremly ADORABLEE!

More Irish Blokes (: Yumm

Notice how she's not wearing any shoes

Then it started rainingg ):

But I was all nice and dry.
Soon the parade ended and everyone was in Irish Murphy's drinking.
St. Patrick's Day is the only day where its okay for yu to get drunk at 1030 in the morning.

I had my fun too (:

they were pretty good (:

Real Irish blokes that kept going "Happy St. Paddy's Day," when i pass by the bar to get drinks

I had heaps of funn! In the end we left to go meet up with Hannah and Liam.
But we only got to chat with them for a little bit and they went home.
Teeny went home and I continued my shopping.

Lastly,
the consequences of having too much alcohol.

Yu never know when yur bumm will get flashed all over the internet

OMG! He's got a plastic bummm!

2009-03-17T08:50:00.001+10:00

I miss my sister and her love of chicken drumsticks

2009-03-05T07:50:00.003+10:00

Replies to tags on Tagboard

ChuiYi : Hey Woman, I dont know when I'm getting my bumm back to Malaysia. Am so sorry I didnt make it last December. Oh yay! I've seen the blog, it looks good.

Phoebe: Hey Sayang, sorry I couldnt make it back. The tickets were to expensive, tried really hard to find cheaper tickets and was sitting at the computer everyday and reading the newspaper hoping to stumble onto a promotion, but alas. Sorrryyyy!

KaPeng: No yu donttt! I look so terrible now! With my short hair. I knoww! Its so sad to know that I wont be able to have them awesome curry puffs no more.

Sybil: Hahaha. Layer of clothes makes it harder to walk so i think yu were suppose to roll. Currently doing lots of uni work. They start stressing us out on the first week already and this is my second, so am having the jitters. I was back home for summer. Now am back in Brissy and its so hot here!

Manzy: Hi Manzy, yes I'm here. Just been neglecting my blog alot. And I do mean ALOT! Hopefully I'll be able to finish all my past posts. How are things over in Perth?

Melanie: Hey Mel, yes its yu. Hahaha. Yu're welcome. So how's Melbourne treating yu? Having heaps of fun I hope.

Roger: SORRY KO! Major Typo there! (: Yu know I still love yu even if I cant spell yur name

Az: Heyy! I miss yu too! I've been good. Uni's been stressful. And what've yu been up to aye?

AnneSue: Hey Suuuu! I miss yu sooo much! Yes am back and currently in my 2nd week of uni. and I drained my credit, so will call yu as soon as I get it recharged. I have yet to get myself a 3 line. Still deciding. Yay! come over! I dont know when I'll be able to go over to Melb ): Yay! Steph's on the same MASSIVE island as us! Whats her number? Ask her to give me a ring or text me (: Happy Happy!

MeiF: Hey! I blogged! First step to getting back into blogging I guess. How are yu? Going back to Ireland tmrw arent you? Bummer, yu'll miss all the Singapore food babe. Hahaha (: Anyways, dont think about it so much. 1year's not that longgg. Okay it is but yu've got a FRIEND. So it shudnt be that bad. Love yu heaps!

And yet again

2009-03-01T07:36:00.002+10:00

I'm going to start updating little by little (:
So hopefully I can finish posting up all my past posts.

update post!

Sent Charles' Mum off to the airport today. Had heaps of problems with the check-in because the luggage was over-weight. Charles' Mum was pretty pumped because she bought heaps and figured she could claim the GST, so she might be able to get some of her money back but sadly no, you can only claim GST if you bought up to $300 in a single receipt. That's far off!

After sending her off, Charles and I were off to the city to meet Winnie. The off to DFO we go again because Winnie wanted to buy perfume.

And as usual, Winnie's the one suggesting to go to DFO because she needed to buy something and I'm the one going home with heaps and she goes home empty handed. She's evil I tell yu. Oh the JayJay's bag she's carrying is actually Charles'.

2009-02-28T15:48:00.002+10:00

BBQ at Winnie's place in St. Lucia, The Manor. Winnie and her housemates were having a BBQ over the weekend because Uni's about to start next week, for them and they have a pool with a BBQ pit over at their place. Basically its because they have a pool with a BBQ pit.

Dropped Charles and his Mum in the city and met up with Winnie, Bonnie and Niki. Bonnie and Niki wanted to buy beer, so the both of them went down, after a while Niki came up and said the guy wouldnt sell them beer because Niki forgot her passport. So Winnie went down and both Winnie and Bonnie came up again saying, "He wont sell us beer because Niki doesnt have an ID and Bonnie was with her before and now I am, so he knows were together. So how?" Then all of them looked at me and gave me a grin.

So I went down and got a pack of beer. I'm the youngest amongst the four and yet I'm the only one who can get beer. So off to St. Lucia. Winnie's housemates and their friends were all Chinese from China! I drowned in their China accents la.

Some went swimming and some didnt, some were forced, as in pushed/dragged in. I was one of those that sat on dry land, because no one would want to get in the pool anymore after I've been in it. Yeap its that time of the month again.

This is Peter, our chef of the day. He offered to help with the BBQ after he saw how incapable the hosts were.

This is how it all started out, everyone dry and dandy

The guys having their guy talk while us girls played around by the pool

She tried pushing Winnie into the pool but in the end, Winnie dragged her down with her.
Good Job Winnieee!

Winnie trying to dry herself off the old fashion way - Using the Sun, instead of using the dryer she had at home.

This chick is scary, she tried to push EVERYONE and I mean EVERYONE into the water.
Then she tried to push Bonnie. Well, she and Winnie

But fell into the pool instead.

Both climbing up, determined to reach their goal.

*run run run* over to Wendy's and Niki's direction

Push over this corner - FAILED

Move back to the other corner -

SUCCESS!

But Bonnie dropped his glasses on to the pool. The only one who could swim was me.
Well they can swim but only their hands are swimming, their legs were walking. Either that or they can swim properly but they're stationery.
And this was the deep end of the pool.

So Niki got the pool cleaning net thing, and we tried scooping it out.

Success!

I finally got into the pool. Well just my legs, but it still counts.

Winnie brought me these! From Taiwan! Yay! I heart her much much.
And I also miss having her around to talk to.

Happy Birthday
Eilin Leaw!!

i feel really bad because the picture's so tiny.
I accidentally resized it instead of compressing. Sorry dalengg.

2009-02-25T02:01:00.000+10:00

My uni mates and I have decided that we will go out for dinner every fortnight on a Wednesday after our lectures. Just to spend more time together.

This week, Tenny and Anna picked the place and David drove us there.

2009-02-23T02:41:00.001+10:00

First day back in Uni

FIRST picture of us five girls all together

Beth, Wendy, Teeny, Hannah, Anna

2009-02-18T09:55:00.000+10:00

I'm back in Brissy. Got my few boxes from Narcisa, but unfortunately one box went missing yesterday when Greg brought it in. But thank god it was there, Greg just didnt see my name on the box, so Narcisa sent it to my place. The box that went missing had my clothes inside, so i was towel-less for a night.

When I got my box back, boy do I have alot of clothes. and Shoes. I couldnt find a place to fit all of them. Because back at Narcisa's she gave me two cabinets, here I only have one very tine one. So my winter clothes are still in the box. Mind yu, the rooms pretty crappy.

Finally finished unpacking after two days! (:

2009-02-17T01:14:00.000+10:00

My dad wanted to leave me at the airport alone. He kept asking me to go in to the departure hall because everyone was tired.Everyone meaning my mum, him and Mandy.

Before that, I went to the airport at like 9.30 to weigh my bags, I had an estimation that my stuffs would go over by 1kg or 2kg and my hand carry would be over by 3. I weighed it and I was right! Well sorta, check in baggage over weight by 1.8kg and hand carry overweight by 3kg. So went home and started repacking again. In the end I only took out stuffs to stuff in my bag pack. Problem solved.

Okay back to my dad pestering to go in. I didnt want to go in so early because then I'd have to wait one and a half hours inside. Its the Brunei airport! There is absolutely nothing to do inside! I've been texting Larrie this whole time and when I told him my dad kept asking me to go in, he said he would come and teman me if he had someone to go pick him up.

45mins left and I saw that my dad was getting cranky, I didnt want to upset him, so I started walking to the departure hall, then Larrie called and said he was coming with Charles. So they waited for the two of them to get here, then my parents left.

2009-01-09T03:35:00.005+10:00

I've been taking my youngest sister to school and sitting there with her these few days. She cried on her first day of school. She was afraid of being alone, thou this wasnt her first first day of school. She's been going to school the whole of last year. But this time, she told me she was scared and that she didnt want me to leave her alone. New classroom, new classmates and new teachers.

I could feel she felt vulnerable. Because that was how I felt when I first left for KL to further my studies. Even though Dad was there with me, I still cried every night knowing that, the day I have to fend for myself would soon come. Eventually it came - the first day of college. Dad dropped me off in SS15 and told me to go to class. I teared all the way up knowing that I would be alone with no one with me. Every corner I turned, I would steal a glance at my dad and see where he was and eventually I saw him get into a cab and left for the airport. Night fell and I cried myself to sleep with pictures of home playing on my laptop.

I've felt how my sister's felt before, therefore I couldnt bare to leave her alone. If I left home at 16 and still felt so alone and vulnerable, how would she have felt? She's only 3 - security hasnt fully developed for her, she's just starting to understand, still trying to get use to every surrounding she is in. If I, at the age of 16 felt so alone and vulnerable even when Dad was there. Wouldnt she be so too? So I stayed with her the first day and the second day. On the third day, I was able to sit outside and wait for her to finish class. On the fourth day, she waved to me and said "Bye Da Jie (Big Sis). Come pick me up on time." With those words, I knew she was ready.

Althought many would say, its the second year of school and she should be used to it and understand how it all works. When I was about to leave for Brissie, a sudden rush of de javu returned. But this time, I did not tear, I held it in, because I myself felt that this was the second time and I should know how it all goes about. But I still felt fear creeping up me. Its a new place - one I've never even been to once in my life. Its another environment I have to get used to and slowly absorb, discover and experience.

All in all, I know I said I was asked to stay with her, I dragged myself to the school but as soon as I saw how much she needed someone to be there just for a few more days. I just couldnt bare to leave her and see her cry.

Other children scream for their parents, begging and praying them to take them home. But they just leave them behind because they have to get to work and this is the only way. My heart ached. But I know, they're in good hands. Eventually I would be the one dragging the children into class and asking their parents to leave them. And as soon as they stopped crying, I know they're back to being little angels - mingling with others, playing, singing and chatting together.

They actually are the sweet little being's we've always known, the only reason they cry and go hysterical when their parents leave them is because they feel vulnerable and insecure. As long as someone is there for attachment to take place, they will once again be those loveable, innocent, adorable little ones that we oh-so love.

2009-01-01T00:17:00.007+10:00

Welcome 2009!

Happy New Year
to all the girls and the boys and the people making noise.

first thing that touched my lips?

The plate of white chocolate that was on the yummilicious
FRUIT CAKE!

Yum

Because on Daddy's birthday, we werent able to get him a cake because it was
Christmas Eve. We got him to cut this one instead.

My first time to pop a bottle of Champagne.
Had steamboat for dinner.
Spent New Year's eve at home (:
Although it wasn't a very exciting and awesome one,
its good enough.

once again, Happy New Year everyone!

Also, Happy Birthday to my dearest friend

Winnie Hsia-Hui Lien

We've been through so much together this year
and i will really miss not having you around.
I'm really glad I met yu, although it was in an awful place,
but it did start out pretty good.

annddd

Beth Gloverr!

I just realised I dont have any pictures with yu!
I miss yu, girl

2008-12-28T21:47:00.003+10:00

i just realised i forgot to wish a particular person a very happy birthday.

Sorry Babes (: yu know i still heart yu much much

Happy Belated Birthday
Er Ka Peng

remember all the hard times we've been through for accounting and econs,
just to get ourselves a piece of paper that says
"GRADUATED"
and to have to wear these hideous gowns?

I miss yu so much my milo-kosong-panas and curry puff!

2008-12-28T17:31:00.004+10:00

Happy Birthday

Su Ann(Picture taken in 2007, at TUC Musical Madness)

remember how we always get left behind while everyone goes home?
going to o-six-nine to shop for random stuffs?
OH! rmbr that skirt we bought together? the denim one from Cat Whisker?

i miss yu su! ): i miss yur laughs and our talks

2008-12-27T04:02:00.004+10:00

note to Jenn:

Sorry I didnt call back last night, I fell asleep. Will call yu again soon, to sort out my things.
Love yu, babe! Have fun at yur internship trainingg

Love,
Wendy

2008-12-27T01:15:00.005+10:00

Hello Earthlings

I'm back from Sabah, first thing's first,

Merry Xmas y'all!

Boxing Day today, means lots of discounts over in 'em Western countries. How I wish I was back in Brissie right now drowning myself in SALE signs. Okay I shall not tell a lie. Drowning myself in new clothes. Horraayy! But sadly, I'm back here in Brunei/Malaysia and store owners' never heard of boxing day. *sluks*

For the first time, I legally bought myself 12cans of beer back from Kuala Lurah today. For those readers who dont know, Brunei is a Muslim country that doesn't import alcohol drinks. It has to be bought and brought over from Malaysia. We then have to fill in this orangie form to declare them alcoholic beverages. Then it the form has to be chopped and signed by the customs officer. Only then will you be able to consider your alchie as legally brought into Brunei.

A person can only bring 12cans of beer or 2litres of spirit. (iTHINK) All them alcoholic drinks that you bring over are for personal consumption only. If sold or given away, it is an offence to Law 138 (yes, i rmbred it because of the number. At least I think its a Law or a Section or whatever)

Anyways, Sabah was fun. Did lots of shopping. Though we didnt manage stick to the traditional Sabah trip, such as going up Mt. Kinabalu for the hotsprings, catching a boat and heading off to one of the many islands around Kota Kinabalu. We did, however get to do our seafood dinner and Daddy's Birthday celebration.

2008-12-21T16:50:00.005+10:00

I've been doing a lot of driving lately. Havent driven by myself yet, still getting adult supervision. I can honestly say, I dont have the confidence to drive by myself yet, I need an extra pair of eyes. I dont need anyone to look out for me or anything, I just need someone to sit there - just to boost my confidence, yu know.

The only person who is willing to sit next to me is my dad. But he gets really excited too. He always got "OOP!" then i'm still like 3 to 4 feet away from bumping into something, even when I notice that something is there. Everytime he does that I just press on the brakes, then he would freak out and blame me.

What's worse is having both parents in the car. My mum being a careful drive and my dad, well lets just say his driving is like any typical dad's. So whenever I come to a traffic light, and its about to turn red, my dad would go "Go! Go!" and Mum would be like "NO! Yu're still learning!" I get really annoyed and frustrated. Sometimes when I park Dad asks me to turn right and Mum would ask me to stop and wait. Frustrating much!

So everytime I drive my heart would be beating like crazy S: But without Dad there next to me, I dont really know what to do, like when I reverse and all. Especially at a U-turn.

Oh, one more thing, I'm still getting used to using the brakes (: so my guess is, the cars behind me get really freaked out being behind me, because they would always change lanes and over take me S:

Inconclusion?

I'm a bad driverrr!

The Girl who cried wolf

2008-12-12T22:30:00.006+10:00

First of I want to say that I am terribly sorry to the people over in Malaysia because I will not be able to go over as the tickets are too expensive. If the tickets were $300 it would still be acceptable but $600 is way way way over my budget. I'm really sorry ): I miss yu guys so much but I dont think I will be able to see y'all. I'm sorry once again and please do not kill meee

Secondly, I went to see my grandma's grave, it looked really good. I got to talk to her and all. So I feel much better now. Though I still miss her terribly, there's nothing much I can do now.

Just came back from Kuching a few days ago, went over to see my granddad because my aunt said he was getting really sick. When we went over, he was much happier and started to feel better. So my heart is at rest.

I miss CAS' opening so my timetable for next year is really retarded now. My results came out and they were surprisingly pretty good.

Family Matters: 4 (Pass)
Child Development I: 6 (Distinction)
Art: 4 (Pass)
Indigenous Studies: 6 (Distinction)

Just disappointed with Family Matters because I could've gotten a credit instead of just a pass. I was 1% off to getting a credit. Bummer. But I'm really happy with Art because I thought I wouldn't be able to get through but I got 62% Yay! Winnie, my housemate/roommate is on her way home tomorrow. Have a safe flight Queen of all evil Poohs (;

And now for Birthday Greetings. December babies, here are yur birthday greetings in a whole lump sum:

Happy Belated Birthday

Jerome Choo
01/12/89

Ho Yee Wa
03/12/89

Juliana Yong
05/12/83

Aw Jing Xiu
06/12/89

Sybil Loo
06/12/89

Frankie Luong
10/12/87

Happy Advanced Birthday

Teeny Crawford
16/12/88

Melanie Yan (Ah Sou)
18/12/89

Jin Ping
19/12

Gary Ng
20/12/88

Daddyy
24/12/59

Roger Chai
27/12/86

Su Ann
28/12/89

A Bit of Asshole

2008-11-15T22:29:00.009+10:00

It was burning hot today. Winnie went out early to UQ for her IELTS and i woke up at 7 to bake brownies. Packed my things into boxes and my luggage bag. Did some last minute washing up, showered and off i went, to the city. I was wearing shorts, a tank top, a vest and flats. knowing that it would be boiling hot today, i purposely wore a tank top made of lighter cotton material so it wouldn't be that hot. I was still sweating buckets.

I went to the city to buy some last minute stuffs like Krispy Kreme Donuts, Nougats, a pad lock for my luggage bag, change money for Andy's collection, buy Mandy clips and ask about Ying's phone.

Got some cash outta the ATM machine and went to the teller to get different dollar notes.

I went to buy the donuts first, which was stupid cos they melted ): and i bought 2 dozen! Sadness much! Then I went over to Eagle Street Pier hoping that the weekend markets are open but alas, it wasnt, so i had to walk all the way back under the scorching sun. I went over to ask about Ying's phone.

I had a credit check done over in Vodafone a few days back, gave some wrong information and my credit check was declined. So i went over again on Thursday and told another chick that i gave her the wrong information. She told me she cant do another credit check and that she has to reassess it instead. So okay lor! She'll give me a call by Friday. On Friday, no word from her. Went and ask today, another guy did if for me, and he just changed my info and did another credit run. However, it still didnt go through. Crazy woman, said have to reassess but the fella today just did another credit run nia. Piffs.

Got onto a train and off i went to the Fortitude Valley with 2 dozen of donuts to get Nougats. The market over at the Valley was open, so did some browsing and saw nothing interesting so went back to the city. Checked the time and saw that I have 15mins before the bus comes, so i went over to Big W, to cool myself down. When it was time, I went over to the bus stop. The fricking bus driver slammed the door in my face and waved to me! WTF! Crazy woman! Not only that, SHE BLOODY HELL DROVE OFF!

Had to wait 30mins before the next bus home comes. So went to buy the padlock for my bag over at Strandbags. I did thought of going over to Starbucks to get a drink and cool down but the place was packed. No seats at all and the queue was extremely long. One brilliant idea shot down. In the end, I just sat at the bench to wait for the bus. So that I wont have another bus driver slamming the door in my face, waving at me and driving off.

When i got home, i checked my precious donuts and they were all melty ): Left them in the Fridge to firm up. Hopefully it'll be okay by tomorrow. Sealed my boxes at home and off i went again to the City to meet up with Winnie and her friends for dinner. Met outside Krispy Kreme and spent the next 1hour and 30minutes walking up and down Southbank. First to look for a BBQ pit, then for a place that offers steaks, then for a fish and chips place, wrong way, then found the Italian restaurant. Made two new friends, a Korean and a Japanese. They were funny. Had loads of fun.

By the end of the day, I was all sweaty and yucky! A nice cold shower was what I needed the most (: Need to do some last minute checks now.

Flight tomorrow
BNE - BND
1.45PM

* Glad to be going home. But not so glad because I think I made another new clingy stalky friend ):

Crushed

2008-11-14T19:16:00.004+10:00

* Currently listening to David Archuleta

I made cookies! (:

Chocolate Chip Cookies again. One thing I'm quite proud of this time is that its starting to look like store bought cookies. The ones i used to make before were flat. Not they're round on the top and all the same size. Am so glad. But I would need to add more chocolate chips and maybe some dark chocolate chunks. Then it'll be yummy. I took the recipe I got from the internet and modified it myself. I'm so proud of me.

All my things are packed and I'm ready to head on home. I miss home and Mandy. I want to go home and visit Grandma; tell her that I'm home and I'm safe. I miss my boys back home, Mum and Dad's cooking, Granddad's chicken wings, talking to Andy and goofing around with Cindy. I've been packing and repacking because I wasnt happy with how my things were packed. I had to dig out all my winter clothes and maybe bring one or two coats back because family planning on going on holiday.

Was suppose to go out with Sharon tonight but alas, my last bus home is at 11.20pm so could not make it in time. Which is a total bummer because I so wanted to go! I mean come on! Its a Friday! I know bus drivers need to sleep but no one goes home at 11.20pm on a Friday!

Anyways, since i wont be going out. I will be making Chocolate Brownies. Yums!

Belated Birthday

2008-11-13T19:07:00.005+10:00

Happy Belated Birthday to

Chew Chui Yi
26/10/1989

Tan Hann Shaun (Hyun Bin)
29/10/1989

Samantha Yeap
30/10/1989

Jonathan Yong
31/10/1986

Lip d'Light

2008-11-07T20:10:00.009+10:00

I finish my first year second semester

As a celebration for my last day of exams i bought

a case of Heineken beer,
two packets of Twisties,
a large packet of M&M mints,
a packet of baby Chicos,
two Krispy Kreme donuts,
a Starbucks Green Tea Frappe,
a new external hard disk 320GB,
and

Sports Girl's Lip d'Light
Lip Gloss!

it has a mirror

and lights on it
It works well when yu're in a dark or badly lit area.
Just imagine this, when yu're clubbing and yu need to touch up on yur lip gloss
pull out Lip d'Gloss and TADA!

no pictures on the rest because the one case of Heineken is missing two bottles already, the packets of Twisties have been eaten, M&M mint chocolate packet has been opened, the baby Chicos have been eaten, Krispy Kreme donuts are on its way out of my system and Starbucks already in the sewage system. and NO I DID NOT EAT MY EXTERNAL!

2008-11-07T20:00:00.003+10:00

Last day of exams!
I've been through a lot of firsts this year:
First time to be so far away from my family
First time in Australia
First step into university life
First university orientation
First friend
First visit to my campus
First lecture
First tutorial
First assignment
First 4 for my assignment
First 5 for my assignment
My first university exams
My finishing of my first semester
First 6 for my assignment
First 7 for my assignment
and now I've finished my first year of uni

(:

Free

2008-10-21T22:46:00.002+10:00

My Mum is booking tickets for me to fly to Malaysia

I need people to tell me when they're free and
when i should fly so i can meet up with everyone!

Because i would only be there for max 10 days to 2 weeks
so i dont have alot of timeee!

Let me know soon cos mum needs to buy tickets.
yu know how she is with the whole ticket buying stuff.

Santa Luke

2008-10-20T18:30:00.008+10:00

Luke's dying!

I can tell!
He brought 4 bottles of spirits to uni
and started giving them out to me, Beth, Hannah and Teeny!
i forgot to take pictures of him being Santa Clause
He got me a Midori, Beth a Southern Comfort,
Hannah a Vodka Apple and Teeny a Tequila

Because i was told that my Malaysian IC was "invalid"
i went to get my 18+ card today from the Queensland Transport
damn lousy card!
yu can tell from the picture
that i'm getting rounder (:
cost me $24.15

First night out with Unimates

2008-10-19T02:15:00.003+10:00

Everything started out great until I went to the Plough Inn

and couldnt get into the Bar because apparently my Malaysian ID is not "valid".
Stupid security!

Spoiled the night,
So we went to the Casino and i got in
not only that i got me a fruit tingle too
for $12
expensive but pretty yummy!

then off to UJ's (Union Jacks)
i got in again (:
met Beth's boy and her highschool gang
and David sent me home.

Currently talking to Arthur

Krazy by Pitbull is the bomb!

Bigger room turned small

2008-10-11T18:03:00.004+10:00

Winnie and I were asked to leave the house about two weeks ago

because our electricity bill was sky high and my homestay mum was definitely not happy
so we've been searching and searching and searching
but to no avail.

i tried to ask her to let me stay for like another month
but she insisted that i should leave because she has new homestays coming.
So i called my mum and everything
and mum told me to ask my homestay mum again,
but this time to tell her that i am willing to pay for the electricity.
So i did and after that, she bloody hell didnt want me to leave,
kept telling me that she was going to shoo Winnie away because she didnt want to pay,
at first she asked me to pay $260,
i was like 'wtf?! pay $260 for $660 bill?'
well i didnt actually say that to her but that was what i was thinking.

in the end, Winnie said she will pay because she too couldn't find a place to stay
so the both of us moved to this new room.
It was pretty big
until we moved our things in.

then...
*jeng jeng jeng*

Thats my load of stuff in that corner

this corner is full of Winnie's stuffs

Window shopping

2008-10-09T20:53:00.002+10:00

I went shopping with Breeze today.

Just window shopping.
We kept wandering around the bra and shoes section in Myer.
So many shoes! So expensive!
There was one shoe that i picked up,
i couldnt put it back down becausee...
it was so fricking expensiveee!
$550.00 for a pair of plain creme coloured heels.
so not worth it!

Breeze ended up buying a hairband
no not these ones, we were messing around with the headpiece for horse races

On thing i love about Brisbane city,
they always have musicians on the streets.
i like this one best,
because they do jazz!

2008-10-07T17:54:00.001+10:00

*Southbank River Fire Festival*
30/08/08

2008-10-07T12:58:00.003+10:00

I made cookiess!
a bit sweet but still

yum-meh-licious

Missing the Breeze

2008-10-06T19:14:00.004+10:00

Hey yu,
I havent seen yu in ages!
I miss yu!
Come back to uni soon
and stop skipping class

Birthday

2008-10-05T23:49:00.003+10:00

Happy Birthday

yu Crazy Drunk Vegetarian!Yu've turned 18
Anna Tait

Dinner @ Garuva Bar
Anna was drunk
even before she got to the train station to meet up with us

We only had 1 group picture and 3 peoples eyes were closed.
INCLUDING MINE!

omg! i am so fat now!
& i'm tanned
so right now i look like a big ball of CHOCOLATE!

say hello everyone to

the

BIG BALL OF CHOCOLATEEE!

Simple sugars

2008-10-04T19:18:00.003+10:00

Tim Tams and Lollies only in a week makes yu happyy

especially pink ones (:

with the a dash of mid semester break,
yu'll feel high in no time

Yay or Nay?

2008-10-03T22:24:00.000+10:00

Yay for Sex on the beach
Nay for Margarita

Movie Buddie

2008-10-02T10:35:00.002+10:00

My movie buddie, yam cha friend, master (trained me and made me immune to sarcastic jokes and all his "suan-ing"), cousin and brother went back to UK today to finish his last year in Imperial University.

I will miss yu Jonathan Yong Yiew Yun!
Have a safe flightt!

I'll see yu when i see yuu (:

Fun in the Sun

2008-10-01T18:57:00.004+10:00

Just found out that am being kicked out of my homestay

so i've got to find a place by the 12th or else
i'm sleeping in a box until i go home

Went to the Southbank Beack today
for some fun in the sun

*please ignore all the FAT that will be flowing out from all the pictures especially mine!*
protecting myself from the sun while trying to read my Dan Brown book

it was suppose to be a girls day out,
until Luke came along.
He was drunk and was making out with Anna while there were kids everywhere
and i meant EVERYWHERE, watching and staringg

Hannah and i felt so uncomfortable
Teeny was still happily chatting and looking at them
what was worse was that she kept taking pictures of them making out
she even took videos
with my camera!
thats disgusting and
not to mention
DISTURBINGG!

but i deleted all the unruly pictures
(:

Wind in my hair and seawater in my face

2008-09-30T22:32:00.000+10:00

Woke up got ready forced Jon to get up and get ready and

out we went!
for lunch..

Met a new friend Sharon and had brunch at Australia Fair
dim sum (:
Jon's treat

*no pictures*

then we were off to the spit again
Group photo!

Jon and his attempts to do the jumping picture,
well more like our attempt to take pictures of the jumping Jon

Sharon damn evil laaa! she took a picture of me eying surfers
they all seem so younggg
but at least i got a picture with another one
(:

went for Macker's ice cream after that
and off to Harbour Town for some shopping.
Jon came shopping with us and i think he sorta went a little bit crazy
according to him its so hard shopping with 3 girls
because he cant keep track of where we are

he left early, and after some more shopping we all went home
tired and exhausted

Warner Brothers Movie World

2008-09-29T22:18:00.001+10:00

Movie World with Winniee! (:

*no pictures yet, pictures will be up next week*

took the bus to Surfer's Paradise
got a little bit lost cos we didnt know where we were suppose to get of the bus
so we just randomly got off and walked quite a bit to get to Mackers to meet up with Jon.

Went for dinner and was about to go walk around
when i realised Winnie only had one bag with her,
she was suppose to have two because she offered to help me
take my Adidas bag with my shoes inside.

*Jeng jeng jeng jeng*

i walked back to Mackers, wondering to myself

"why are yu so careless?"
"yu're always loosing things!"
"yu stupid person!"

when i got there, the table where we were sitting was occupied
and i asked the ladies sitting at the table if they saw bag..
they said

"no, sorry"

my heart was pounding
i kept scolding myself going

"stupid stupid stupid"
"daddy turned the whole of Brunei upside down
looking for those shoes for yu and now its gone"

i went up to the counter to ask if anyone had seen it and the chick just said
"is it black?"
it was like there was a light shining down towards her,
she had my bag in her hands
thank god!
Lady yu are going to live 5 years longer now for finding and keeping my bag safe.

Jon took us to this place called The Spit
i looks gorgeous at night but my camera sucked so couldnt take any decent pictures
went home, showered and played cards

Jenn, i still suck in Tai Di
throughout the whole night, i never won, not even once.
until Jon and Winnie taught me how to play it, I won twice
but I had people arrange, pair and instruct me
so i dont think that counts

and off to bed (:

They want us to Be

2008-09-20T12:58:00.005+10:00

readings readings readings
there's just no end to this,
i've been trying so hard to keep up
and yet i'm still behind

no matter how hard i try,
i just cant seem to finish it
its not like
we can fit so much into out head
but we just have to keep forcing them in
shut the door,
lock it up and throw the keys away.

assignments regarding identity is so hard
doing a self portrait about yurself is hard
having to write about
what yu think of indigenous studies is impossible
when yu've never had problems regarding racism before

i've tried and i've tried
i've looked deep inside me and found nothing
so what i write is all about what they want to hear
not about who i really am
thats all everybody does
write about their "feelings" and "beliefs"
just to get a 7 in that unit.
sometimes, i just feel like writing

'I AM A RACIST!'*

a thousand times till i get to the word limit and just hand it in
just to please them thats what they want us to say anyways
because thats what they're trying to make us see
somehow i have this gut feeling
that i might actually get a 7 if i did write that

*Note: i am not a racist, i see everyone as an individual person, with their own values and beliefs

Birthday

2008-09-19T12:53:00.000+10:00

Happy 19th Birthday
to my dearest friend

Elaine Kwan

i miss those moments in families class,
how we got tortured in families class together by our dearest friend
i miss yur company and yur voicee.

i miss yu Elaineee!

I hope yu have a great birthday
(:
God Bless

Spring is Here

2008-09-14T13:40:00.004+10:00

Spring is here!
Which meanss ...

The Sun is shining
The birds are chirping
The bees are buzzing
The dogs are out in the park
Nice warm breeze
Longer days, shorter nights

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*
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i HATE Springg!

I'm getting a tan from taking my clothes out to dry,
i have tan lines from my slippers from standing outside for 15mins
I cant sleep in because the bird are so damn noisy
Bees freak me out and they're everywhere when i was trying to dry my clothes
There's dog crapp everywhere on the sidewalks
The Sun is so hot and the cold winds are gone
I would prefer longer nights to longer days,
longer days means more work to be done before bed

Unforgettable Voice

2008-09-09T00:37:00.000+10:00

i miss the sound of yur voice and yur laughs
i miss yur hello's and the way yu say my name
i'm always so far away,
only able to connect, feel and sense yu
through yur voice
yur soothing and beautiful voice
that would always be heard by me
whenever, where ever

Teared, Cried and Sobbed

2008-09-07T00:24:00.000+10:00

Hey guys,

Thanks for yur concerns. I'm doing better now. Just that when i think of how i wont be able to see her anymore when i go back, my heart aches and i feel terrible. I've teared, i've cried, i've sobbed but i know she wont be back and that she's gone to a better place, where she wont feel pain or suffer. So i'm trying to think positive now. Tying to keep myself busy by working on my assignments and all.

Mum said she would let me visit her when i get home, and she told me that granddad is fine and that i dont have to worry. Everyone's coping very well.

I really appreciate the concern (: thank yu guys so much.

To my dearest Grandma, may yu rest in peace

2008-08-19T16:04:00.006+10:00

Hi Grandma,

I hope yu are reading this from above. Yu left us today at 9.00 a.m. to be closer to God. We know yu will be watching over all of us from above, to guide us through hard times and to be there with us every step of the way. I'm sorry for all the hard times I had caused yu when I was little - running around trying to feed me and take care of Andy, Cindy and I while Mum and Dad were at work. I'm glad I was able to go home and see yu. I'm glad we got to spend time together when I was home. Yu still seemed so happy and energetic, but yu've been sick and I know that one day, eventually, yu would leave us. It is all just so hard to believe, its too soon for yu to go and I dont want yu to go but this is not my decision to make. Everyone said yu seemed at peace , I guess yu were ready to go. I'm sorry I wasnt there during the last moments of yur life and I'm sorry I wont be there to send yu off but I will be there to see yu when I get home. I know yu're in the safe hands of God and your heart is at peace. Thats what matters most. Grandma, I know yu will always be with me to watch over me, to accompany me when I'm lonely and to guide me when I'm lost.

Grandma, I love yu and I miss yu so much, we all do, especially Granddad.

May yu rest in peace

On this day today

2008-08-13T23:59:00.001+10:00

Dear Diary,

Once again this year is another birthday spent away from home. A birthday without any of my loved ones around is just no birthday. This year's birthday marks an important day in my entire life. This birthday was a different birthday, a lonely birthday. This birthday was not spent at home but out with friends. This birthday i had no dinner with a family, no birthday cake and no birthday wish. This birthday was celebrated by having lunch with friends and gifts from bartenders. This birthday's highlights were the complementary drinks at the pubs. This birthday i had left over lunch for dinner. This birthday i had dinner alone in my room. This birthday i got a call from home, telling me to enjoy myself and that everyone back home loves me. This birthday i knew that everyone at home were sick. This birthday just makes me miss home so much more.

With this birthday, i know that i am 18. With this birthday, i know that a birthday is just like any other day of the year. With this birthday, i know i that i should not fuss about not having a cake. With this birthday, i should know that a cake does not mean anything. With this birthday, i should understand that i am old enough not to believe in birthday wishes. With this birthday, all i could recall were the drinks i had. With this birthday there was no small celebration at home. With this birthday, i knew it was going to be a quiet one.

But with this birthday, all i ever wished for was to have a small quiet dinner with people i see every morning when i get up and every night when i go to bed. But with this birthday, i wanted to have the people closest to me here sing me a birthday song. But with this birthday, i hoped for a cake, a candle for me to wish on. But with this birthday, i was not able to wish for the good health and well being of my family.

All i want now is to be close to home, to hear Mum and Dad's voice, a kiss from my baby sister and a hug from both Andy and Cindy.

Happy 18th . . .

Birthday

2008-08-03T19:12:00.000+10:00

Happy Birthday My Dearest Larriee!

I've know yu for ages and
I only remember celebrating yur bithday with yu once.
I am so sorry.
Will make it up to yu when i get back alright?
i heart my heart (: hhheeee

Birthday

2008-08-02T19:09:00.000+10:00

Happy Birthday My Phoebeliciousness

I love yu oh so mucchhh! and i miss yu to the core.
I wonder what yu did on yur birthday and
I wonder what i would have done with yu,
if i were there with yu.
I miss yu womannn!

Keep yur kids away from Bananas

2008-08-01T15:27:00.002+10:00

I was reading my textbook on child development regarding the different types of psychologist and theorist. I came across John Watson. He was inspired by a Russian psychologist, Ivan Pavlov’s studies of animal learning. The theory of behaviourism – directly observerable events that links stimuli and responses. Pavlov is the guy who trained his dogs so salivate at the sound of a bell by pairing it with the presentation of food.

Watson wanted to try this theory out on kids. So he taught Albert, an 11-month-old baby, to fear a soft white rat – by presenting it several times with a sharp, loud sound, which naturally scared the baby. When Albert first saw the rat, he would eagerly reach out and touch the little fury fella. But now, he turns away and begins to cry whenever he sees the rat.

This sorta reminded me of the talk i had with Uri, Sufi, Larrie and Kevin over at Coffeebean regarding the banana. Its scares me to even wonder how we bring up our child would affect their whole life. Yikes!

We playing cards or what?

2008-07-22T22:25:00.005+10:00

Somehow, i have five minutes of very awkward conversations
with Roundie everyday, like just before i go to bed.

At night, when it gets lonesome and i cant sleep,
Square would be there for me.

Angry and frustrated at times Diamond is always there,
for me to complain to.

When i get lonely, Heart is always there to keep me company,
by day and by night, except when he's asleep.

i miss yu guyss S:

Touchdown

2008-07-18T22:03:00.000+10:00

Friday, the day before. I didnt do much today, dropped Cindy off at the Public Library and went out for Dim Sum with Mum and Mandy. Went to school to pick Andy up and later on Cindy. Went for buffet lunch at Millennium with Aunt Rose, Jon, Andy, Cindy and Mandy. The food there wasnt that great, a bit of a disappointment right there. Went home and out again with Mum, Dad and Mandy to the bank and to get some donuts. Got home, onto a little online session and out for dinner. After dinner, got home showered and got everything packed up and ready to go.

When we left the house and coming up towards the airport, Cindy called and told me I forgot my Brisbane phone. HOLY SHIT! I wanted to get my dad to turn back because we left early, like 3hours early! But she told me that my uncle was coming to pass me the phone and to send me off. So okay lor. Checked in, and was nearly over the weight limit. I was given 20KG with 5KG allowance. My one bag weighed 24.9KG. Awesome estimation. Then i had a luggage, laptop bag and a backpack with me that would be brought onto the plane. Jon and Ying came to send me off. Yeap yeap. Then I saw this chick, she looked vaguely familiar but I cant recall where I've seen her. I've seen here before once at The Mall but when I asked Andy if he's seen her before, he said no. Then we saw Izan and my Mum went over and talked to her. Izan was here to send that chick off. Only then did I find out where I've seen her. She's doing the same course I am, we're in the same lectures and exam hall, DUH! I've seen her before. Sheesh.

Her Mum thought Jon was my boyfriend. Frankly everyone thinks Jon is my boyfriend now a days. I guess yu can say its sorta good because my homestay mum is trying to patch me up woth this guy and I dont want to be hooked up, so I'll just use the pictures of me and Jon to ... yu know, get myself unhooked :D Yeap yeap, thats the only way.

Dad was exhausted, I could tell (because he kept yawning and pestering me to go in!) Anyways, I told them to go and Jon could stay with me because there was still 1hr 15mins before boarding time. But dad wanted to see me go in. So went in early lor and bore myself to death. When I got in, I saw Nazri and Fakri's parents, so had a little chat with them to kill time. Got onto the plane and met this chick who knew both Charles and Clements. Boy do i miss the both of them. According to her, the both of them are doing quite well (: Thats good to hear.

Look what I saw,

First thing I saw when I woke up on the plane Saturday morning.
Frost outside of the windoww (:

Narcisa picked me up at the airport. It took ages for my luggage to come to me and to get out of the quarantine area. I had green tea and so medicine with me, so I had to report myself. But the fella didnt even ask me to open my bag, it just went thru the scanner and he told me I can go. Okay lo. When I got home, look what i saw (:

Aww Winnie is so uberly sweet (: I love her to bits :D

Salad Prawns

2008-07-16T02:51:00.002+10:00

Didnt do much today, oh hey! before i start anything off, Happy Birthday Sultan of Brunei!

So thats what it was, Sultan's Birthday so all the shops were only open for half the day, meaning it opens in the afternoon. Dad wanted to have steamboat today but the shop was closed, so we went to SupaSave to get beef for my Burrito tomorrow. Horray, am making burrito, hope its as good as Narcisa's. Before that we dropped Mum off at the airport (attending function). Mandy kept crying, she kept going 'mummy mummy mummy mummy' even after we tried distracting her, she responded to us and went back into *mummy mode* but she felt better after shopping.

Anyways, Jon came over to pick me up to go watch Journey to the center of the Earth. It was a good one. But i got shocked countless of times. People in Brunei dont get American jokes man! I was the only one in the whole cinema that was laughing, Jon kept going, 'what does that mean?' and he only laughs after I tell him. Ahh how i miss Su Ann, my laughing partner.

Then we left for Cafe de Paris to eat, had Salad Prawns and Liang Cha. Had a very long chat too. Ahh reminds me of how much I miss his company. He makes the most sarcastic jokes and all, and he listens. He keeps me happy, thats what matters. (:

Bloated to the MAX

2008-07-15T01:03:00.001+10:00

Dad came to pick me up, dropped laptop off to be reformatted and off to pick up and send Mandy to school and pick up both Andy and Cindy. Was suppose to meet up with MuiKim at 1.30 but we got to Gadong early so we went for Ideal chicken. BOY was that some good chicken and spaghetti. Anyways, went to CheezBox to meet up with MuiKim but she was running late, so i browsed the menu and look what i came upon :

Tea Leave and Coffee Bean?

The tea leaves and the coffee bean comes. Funny shit. Anywayss , because I had lunch with Dad, Andy and Cindy, I only had dessert with MuiKim. Which was a glass of hot chocolate and a fondue. Forgot what it was called. But it was also some good eating. Before we even got to the cashier, Larrie texted and asked where I was. Told him was at CheezBox and am paying the bill now, walked down the stairs and saw him and Jun (my neighbor that I've never spoken too). I was too full! And did I mention that their hotchoc tastes like shit! Its worse than the one I make myself.

Anyways, they were looking for Emerson pak toh-ing but to no avail. Ended up sitting outside Arcade and standing around chatting only. Kevin texted and told us he was at Coffeebean already, went there and met up with him. Sufi and Uri came along later. Ahh how I missed those two. Their banana jokes and the way we Brunei people live. It was a hilarious and awesome afternoon. I still cant get over those two jokes, and the talk about Superhero Movie. Oh! And Victoria, bwahahahahahha! LOLs. It was fun, I miss those two.

Jun sent Larrie, Kevin and I home. More like Larrie and Kevin to Larrie's house and both of us to Chempaka. Bloatyyyy.. Pukieee.. HotChoc coming back..

Andy got my laptop back for me. The guy who normally reformats my laptop balik kampung and the other one was left. He did a shitty piece of work. I dont know how to use my laptop now, cant connect to the internet. And when it finally does, it keeps disconnecting and i cant sign in my MSN Messenger. URGH! He's a bum! Am using my bro's laptop now, still trying to fix mine. So no sleep tonight, wont get no sleep tonight.

Guilt clinging on

2008-07-12T11:54:00.002+10:00

I had lunch with the boys today and had a plan to go watch movie later on, but when I came home, my brother told me that my family was going out for sushi during dinner. So i told the boys that I'll go after dinner. Then my brother suddenly told us he had tuition at 6.00 till 7.30, so we changed dinner to 7.30. The movie starts at 8.40, so I told the boys that I'll see if I can make it after dinner or not, and if I couldn't I would not go.

During dinner, my brother and I finished early but my parents were still eating, so was Mandy. It was already 8.25, I went outside the restaurant and I called Teck to tell him that I might not be able to make it unless someone picks me and my brother up from Gadong to Kuilap. But Teck was already in Kuilap so I called Seng and he was over at the arcade. When I got back into the restaurant, for some reason they started counting the plates and giving us the bill, my mum told me to feed my sister and so i did. Then suddenly Seng texted me and asked to meet at McD. I asked him to give me another five minutes.

When I finished feeding Mandy, I told my parents that I'm leaving and I told Mandy too. She then started crying saying that she didnt want me to go. My parents looked unhappy, and ... erm well basically pissed off. I'm so undecisive, wondering if i should go or not. When i saw Mandy cry i told him (Seng) that I wasnt going anymore, then Cindy asked me to leave because no matter what Mandy will still cry. Called Seng again to tell him i was coming. Then when i was about to go, she cried even louder calling out 'da jie da jie' and all, so I called Seng and told him I'm not going again. But then I remembered that Teck had already bought the tickets and my dad went over to cry Mandy and asked me to go, so I left.

The car came and i felt so heavy hearted, so guilty and so so disappointed in myself. The whole way to Kuilap, (even if i was squished in a Nissan Latio like a can of sardines with four guys already inside, having to fit my brother and I again.) i felt so bad inside. I wanted to get out of the car while I still could but I couldnt because Teck and Ang were waiting. So I went.

Tried to get home as sooon as possible, I didnt even feel like going for yarm cha with them, all I wanted to do was to go home.

When I got home I was prepared to get lectured by both my parents. But when I got into their room, all they said to me was 'Eh? So early one?' They didnt look angry or pissed off at all. But I have this gut feeling that is telling me that they're actually really disappointed in me because they had the dinner for me, because I wont be having sushi in Aussie, because I loved sushi so much they're willing to go once a week for me instead of their usual once in a fortnight.

I hate this feeling! I feel so bad I dont know what to do! They dont look mad but I know they're disappointed in me. It feels like shit! Is this my gut feeling? My conscience? Its hurts and it feels so horrible. I've disappointed my parents and myself. I hate me, what I did and what I didnt do, which was get out of that car while i still can.

Birthday

2008-07-10T22:14:00.001+10:00

Happy Birthday Jennifer!!

I miss yu, yu slut! (:
I miss the dominos we had on yur birhtday
I miss playing cards, sucking at it
and drinking alcohol like mad while i lose.
I miss our one bottle of red wine
i miss our karaoke moments
i miss yu and yur bullshits

Birthday

2008-07-07T13:17:00.000+10:00

Happy Birthday Aunt Rose (:

Have a good one (:

Birthday

2008-07-06T13:11:00.004+10:00

Happy Birthday Mummy!

To the best Mum in the whole world.
Thank you for all you've done,
for all the things you've given me,
for guiding me and holding my hand,
for making me who i am today,

First Cousin Married off

2008-06-22T23:53:00.006+10:00

Peter and Jen's wedding. There was already a wedding dinner held in Miri a few weeks ago and Jonathan and I were both not able to make it due to my exams. Anyways, my bag came back on the day i was suppose to go to Singapore, apparently my luggage bag went to London and came back on the same flight as Jonathan. Flew to Singapore at 6pm with Cindy, Aunt Rose, Jon and Ying. Got there at 8ish 9, got to the hotel, changed and went out for supper. Got home at 11-ish and at 12 Aunt Rose and Uncle John were suppose to comb Jen's hair. Chinese custom i guess. Went to Bed

Day 1 in Singapore:

Got up at 5 and the rest were alreadyy up taking turns to shower and Jen was already doing make up and hair. Peter sent us food at 7 and everyone came at 9. The snatching of the bride occured and off to the Groom's house we went. I was busy with Jen's wedding dress. When the snatching of the bride happened, everything was hilarious and interesting. The games the 'sisters' set up for Peter and his Brothers were hilarious.

The girls set up a barrier outside the hotel door to prevent the boys from coming in. They were forcing their way thru but we managed to lock the door and ask for money. They threw in $2, Newspapers and so on. They showed us a $50 note but only put a $2 note into the ang pao. When they got in, Peter was blind folded and was asked by the sisters to put lipstick on the brothers and pass around a card with their mouth. It was such a mess, afterwards they had to go through the ' 酸 , 甜 , 苦 , 辣 (sour, sweet, bitter, spicy)stage'. And we left the hotel to go to the Groom's house.

They just bought it, its small but pretty and cozy. So yea (: We (Ying and I) had to get Jen out of the wedding gown and into the traditional outfit. And Put all the gold she had gotten from friends and relatives on her. Lunch there and off we went back to the hotel, and to get them changed again. Changed Jen again, traditional to wedding gown and off to church. Man was it hard to pin Jen's veil on. I think we punctured a couple of holes in her scalp.

When we were assigning who was suppose to go into which car, Jen dragged me into the car with her, The BRIDE AND GROOMS CAR! omg! when i asked her why, she said 'i need yu to help me fix my dress' -.- finee finneee. Wedding at church, people were dozing off. Its soooo boringgg. Anywaysss.. we went back to the hotel after to sleep and rest. that was already 2ish, 3. And we all had to wake up again at 4 because stylist came. Ying, Aunt Rose and I got our make up done first, and she did Jen's. We helped her with her wedding gown again and off we went to have dinner.

I had 5 glasses of red wine. Peter was all red! Half way through the dinner, after the SHARK FIN soup has been served, Ying and I had to run upstairs with Jen and Peter to change them again. Gown to Traditional. During Shark Fin soup okay! I didnt even get to finish my bowl la! Sasak lor! After the dinner, we rushed up to get Jen's things and put them in one of Peter's brother's car. It took SEVEN of us to carry all her things down. after that, shower and off to bed.

*no pics, will post when less lazy*

Hello Naked Me

2008-06-19T18:53:00.002+10:00

OMG! The flight from Brisbane to Brunei took ages! Tony sent me to the airport. Soo Yeon was so sweet, she stuck a goodbye note on my door (: Ahh i miss that girl and Winnie too (: Anyways i thought my flight was going to reach Brunei at 2pm.. Cos in my ticket it said 4pm local time. I thought local meaning Aussie, not Brunei. Man, was i wrong. I was panicking in the plane because i told my mum that i would get there at 2. The only thing that kept popping into my head was 'Mum's going to kill me as soon as i step out the Arrival Hall'.

I kept panicking and eventually i thought to myself, 'there's nothing i can do now, its not like i can call her and tell her or anything. So, might as well enjoy my flight and brace myself when i get down'. And so i did (: when i got down, my bag went missing, i had a box and a bag. I was so bloody worried that my box might get misplaced and it wouldnt come back. THEN pulak my bag went missing.. grr! So i'm clothless now. I spent 20minutes in the Lost Baggage office. Heck i spent 20mins waiting for my bag. Even the luggage dude watching us take our bags came and chat with me while i wait for my bag. I miss Brunei, the people here are so friendly can! Even the policemen, you randomly wave at them, they will definitely wave back at you. ~~Or maybe they are just perverted~~. Anyways, naked now lor!

Party or Sleep

2008-06-18T23:44:00.001+10:00

Last day of exams today.

Got to uni and it was as if no one was studying. The whole course was sorta like broken up into two groups; one that is all dressed up to go party after the exams and the other so dressed down as if they came in their PJ's preparing to finish off the exams and go to home and sleep (: As for me, i was ready to go hunt down Cindy's outfit for Peter and Jen's wedding.

My fingers were cramming up due to too much writing :D But i managed to finish it early and rush off to the City to get Cindy's vest. Met up with Winnie, bought some stuffs and went home to pack. Yay! Am going home tmrw (:

HHS4M

2008-06-16T10:25:00.005+10:00

I miss Elaine Kwan and Wouter de Vries!

Remember the things we used to do that annoyed Mr. Ken so much?
Remember the non stop talking?
Remember the knuckle playing game we used to play with Wouter?
Remember how our hands got all bruised up?
Remember the lesbian and Dr. Phil assignment we did?
Remember the liquorice candy and mentos?
Remember our pool sessions?
Remember the stupid video of me and the licorice?
Remember how Mr. Ken used to look at us when he got frustrated?
Remember how we used to play around with the camera?
Remember how we used to laugh at Frederick?
Remember how we used to bitch about 'chick that sat beside anonymous'?
Remember how Wouter used to annoy us so much?
Remember how much we missed him when he was actually gone?
Remember all the photo taking sessions we had?
Remember how i used to sleep in class?
Remember my 'nurse' outfit that Wouter hated so much?

remember remember remem...ber

there are still a whole heap of stuffs.
All i'm trying to say is i miss the both of them like

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this much.

Birthday

2008-06-13T22:49:00.002+10:00

Happy Birthday Lim Mei Fhuang

a.k.a Ah Shuanggg (:

i'll see yu soon my dear (:

Grass me up

2008-06-13T20:30:00.003+10:00

i'm in dilemma!

i dont know which dress i should buy for my cousin's wedding!

pick one for me! i have all of them on hold `till tmrw!

Littlest things in life

2008-06-11T23:31:00.003+10:00

Heading towards the right way

2008-06-11T21:03:00.005+10:00

After reading Nicole's blog i began to wonder if i'm going the right way. So i took some aptitude test and results are:

so i guess i'm on the right track. i hopee (: anyways, back to studying. two papers separating me from home.

Owned Alien Essay

2008-06-05T13:22:00.006+10:00

Here's the thing, ever wondered why i hate EDB006 so much? If yur answer is no, bugger off. if you dont care, screw yu. anywaysss.. EDB006 is a subject that has absolutely no relation what so ever to what i am studying. This unit was about how libraries came to be, how to form groups, the -isms of things, understanding pictures/visuals and how the came to be, how to process online information and etc. bunch of craps! yucks!

Whats worse was that my assignment was to write about space exploration and our group decided to focus on Extraterrestrial life. It wasnt even a freaking hell group work okay! the assignment was worth 60% of our grade and only 10% was for group work! group work my ass la! But i did do the work and our refined topic was 'Is there Extraterrestrial life?' and i became the Astrobiologist. dont know what that is? well its a person who looks at the living environments of Extraterrestrial. How cool is that? except for the fact that the world has never seen ANY fucking extraterrestrials! how would anyone know how an extraterrestrial habitat look like? Sheeshhhh.. But i did my stupid screwed up essay and hoped to get a passing grade.

There it is. its hard to read but yu dont have to read it, its fucked up. hahahaha.. awwww, my screwed up essay. I thought i was going to fail this assignment, but ..

i passed! wohoooo! (: *twirls around* i owned this ~~fucked up~~ stupid Alien Essayyyy! Kiss my goldfishe's bum M.R!

p/s. no i do not have a goldfish and even if i did i would never let him kiss it's bumm. it might kill him. the goldfish not M.R (:

The pow-waaa of tea

2008-06-05T06:15:00.000+10:00

okay i have officially not slept for 24 hours. i'm so exhausted!
well at least i got all my points for 2 of my exam papers. hooray!
*rolls on floor*
i'm too tired to even jump or twirl.
2 1 more to go! well for next week anyways. i have 5days to study for the last one so.. nyehh.
how i manage to keep myself awake? drink chinese tea lor! this is the most awkward thing ever, i sleep like a dead cow when i drink coffee and when i drink tea, my eyes are as big as an owl! *hoot?* i think i got this curse from my dad! he yawns after 15mins of finishing his coffeee.. awkwardd. well i guess its not a curse cos caffeine is badd!
i had a sip of Hannah's vanilla coke today.. god! i forgot how good vanilla coke tastee.. *ahhhhh..satisfied and content* yum! after 5months of not have any softdrink.. (does beer count? *grinns*) i forgot how it made me feel all tingly, cravvyyyy and wanting for more. hell! i think i looked like i was turned on by that one measly tiny sip of vanilla coke!

somehow i study better at night. must be because i have this lack of concentration. Heck i could even study in the library, i get distracted by the people walking by me. pissed off okay! i'm going to turn nocturnal soon. sleep during the day.. wake up at night to studyyy.. its works better. although its kinda scary having the whole southern part of the world asleep and you're the only one thats awake! freakkyyy.. imagine if people never wake up.. *hrmm* CHOI! dont simply say say! CHOI! CHOI! TOUCHWOOD! i dont want to look as stupid as Will Smith in that retarded i am legend movie..

dont mind me i'm just tireedddd..

i need caffeine

Class Allocation

2008-06-04T08:24:00.003+10:00

Class Allocation for semester 2 today!
Hope i get into the classes i want. but for now its pretty dodgy.
it opens at 9 so yea.. (:

***
update!
QUT opened the systems 2minutes earlier! they're so unfair la! But thank god i was there since 8.30 refreshing my page like crazy.

See that blank space on friday? muahahahha!
i got them! wohoooo! i got the bloody classes that i want!
happy happy me *twirls around several times*
No class on fridays - nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh nyeh.
What even better is i dont have to start my monday classes till 2pm!
i can go wild on ~~friday~~ thursday and sleep in on monday. how awesome is that!

Random Picture

2008-06-02T21:39:00.003+10:00

Anyone reckon i should cut my hair short again?

(i just tied my hair back)
(i like how my hair was, in this picture.
Hence this picture popping out everywhere! sorry BY)

Ever seen a 21st Century Cinderella?

Well, there's always a first. and if yu have..
i look way more sad and retarded compared all the rest!

My homestay mum doesnt do alot of housework. Hence the pile of dishes, leading to me having no place to wash the dishes, resulting to me washing them in the bucket on the floor.

Anyone wants me, just give me a ring. I bake too.. that should be a plus.

(Vanilla Muffins)

Guess what these containers are?EXTREMELY ADORABLE TAMPON CONTAINERS!
Wohoooo!

EDB006 aka Learning Networks Sucks

2008-06-02T16:40:00.003+10:00

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Belly Fat

2008-06-01T19:44:00.004+10:00

GAH!

i'm developing belly fat! oh god oh god oh god.
i have to go on a diet, well not a diet but eat better. hahahaha i've stopped drinking coke and any other fizzy drinks, now i just have to stop eating chips and hot chips and also stop eating unnecessarily.
i've gained 2kg and i'm rounder. i look like a ball now.
whats worse is that i have to go buy a dress to attend my cousin's wedding. DAMN this sucks.
no more unhealthy food for me.
I missed yu swimming and jogging
Hello yogurt, wholegrain breads, oats, cereal, nuts, water, cranberry juice, vegetables and fruits.
Goodbye chips, hot chips, sugar, salt, snacks, chocolate, coffee and lollies.

yup yup yup.

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

2008-06-01T16:56:00.002+10:00

~~Drew~~ looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

~~Drew~~ talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

~~Drew~~ walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

~~Drew~~ looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

Last Day Sem One

2008-05-30T20:12:00.002+10:00

Yay! i've made it through my first semster. No photos thou, i just dont feel like taking any pictures without my camwhore buddies, they're all in malaysia. Anyways, i finished class early, so i met up with Winnie in the City and off we went to Chermside to get her boots. $99.90 okay! for a pair of boots! thats crazy! i'm just gona get me the $30 one. She got hers but i didnt get mine, still deciding on it (: should i get boots? because my converse and my adidas shoes arent keeping me very warm now. Oo! We got popcorn too, chocolate and caramel. it was good but a tad bit too sweet for me.

I havent seen sun in 3 days! Today being the third day. it has just been raining constantly and its getting colder. i used to complain about the stupid sun giving me a tan, now i just need the sun to keep me warm :S This sucks!

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update!

We had a blackout! the whole neighbourhood was dark as hell! I was watching tv while reading my book (waiting for commercial to end) then suddenly it went dark outside, and in 2 seconds our house was dark, like pitch black! Winnie and i were the only ones at home and she was in her room. She's terrified of the dark so when the lights went out, i heard "whhheeeennnnddddyyy.. i'm scareeddddd.. wheennndy". hahahaha i calmly walked to her room. i got used to blackouts. seeing how we had at least 7 blackouts in a single day back when i was still in Ridzuan. Apparently only Stafford and Stafford Heights had blackouts. i called Narcisa and i took Winnie outside to sit, as it was brighter outside than it was inside (: The night sky was orange.. pwetttyyyy.

Apparently it wasnt a blackout they just reduced out voltage as there was light on the filament of out bulbs. Heck there was even a small dim light on my heater. Narcisa came home and lit candles all around. There was this eerie yet romantic feeling, thou we were all chicks. Slept with my shades open. Used the natural light of the night sky (:

Was trying to get ready for bed, playing with my phone, setting up a playlist and all. The suddenly, this bright yellow light was shining behind me. i looked back and saw that the heater was back on. Yay! electricityyy. i didnt even need the electricity to come back on, cos it was cozy. but i did need my heater. thats the only thing that require electricity at night. piffs. i know its dangerous to just leave it on, but what do yu want me to do?! its so effing cold!

anyways.. off to study. tata

Tan or not to tan

2008-05-28T18:18:00.004+10:00

My innocence went out the window today, fine maybe it jumped out a long time ago but today it just went off a cliff, crashed and died just like that *snaps fingers*
its feral so am not going to repeat it. One thing's for sure, I'll never look at straws the same way ever again.

I finished my lecture at 9 today. Started at 8 and it finished at 9. I could've gone home at 9 but it was too cold! Whats worse was i wore my havieees (havaianas slippers) because i was late and was not able to put my converse on and i had to run to catch the bus. It was freezing. Regret not checking the weather before i went out. Hot chocolate was good and for the rest of my day, i pretty much spent it in C Block talking to a whole heap of people. *counts with fingers* I sat there for 5 hours! Far out! I didnt even know i sat there for that long! Damn, now i know why there arent enough hours for me in a day.

I didnt even get to see the sun today, i miss mr sun! i dont care if i get a tan now, i love yu so come out and keep me effing warm! (: mwah~

I found out that there are 28 other Malaysians doing EDB006! Thats insane! How did i not know that? Michael told us that them Malaysians didnt know what Tanning Beds were. How could yu not know what tanning beds are? i know we have natural sunlight there but doesnt anyone remember a tanning bed accident? (not the one from Deuce Bigalow) Its not really an accident but yea.. the one where this 29 year old lady died of skin cancer after 7 years of using tanning beds. She was tanorexic. Meaning: people, usually white women and teen girls, who are very tan/dark in skin tone. Tanorexics are more specifically women who purposely get tan by either sunbathing frequently or by a fake bake. It was suggested that, like anorexics, they have an addiction to tanning and won't stop no matter how dark they get. Hence, the term tanorexic.

Its funny how everything here is like 'apply for a sun-kissed glow' or 'want your skin to look healthier? now with our new tanning lotion yu can!' and bla bla bla, where as when we were in Asia everything was 'Whitening Milk' or 'for clearer whiter skin' hahahhaha. Us human beings are never satisfied.

Life's simple

2008-05-27T20:23:00.003+10:00

classmate: are the mutiple choice questions for the exams going to
be the same as the trial exam?
Michael: of course not! life's not that simple.
whole class: yes it is *grinns*

When i see purple

2008-05-26T17:51:00.008+10:00

Went to Smiggle today.
its like a stationery store..
they have like colour codings for all stationeries
and when i saw the purple section..
i suddenly thought of chew chui yi.

i miss chui yi damn alot la!
her randomness and her purple crazy-ness
her loudness and her laughs
how it was so impossible to wake her up and all

gahh!
CHEW CHUI YI
wendy's missing yuuu!

xoxo

Birthday

2008-05-23T09:31:00.002+10:00

Happy Birthday
Arthur Tan

yu're 20! yay!
and hopefully the influence of arthurification continues
take cares yu bumm! (:
i miss yu!

Birthday

2008-05-21T20:37:00.002+10:00

Happy Birthday

Megan Wong

hope you have a good one!

i miss yu girl (:

Out of cash

2008-05-20T21:36:00.001+10:00

Had a swollen lip and a cold the day before and
today i had to do my Learning Networks presentation. awesome huh?
it went quite well. and in our Lit. Tut we had a game..
'The Literacy Cup'.
we won! woohoo!
The Party of 5 won!
winning wasnt easy i had to write really quickly,
people were like throwing out ideas at me like crazy.
But we got lollies as prizes.
Dont want to spend money but have nothing to do?
why not go to the museum,
i know its boring and all but Anna and i had nothing to do. so why not.

Transportation section Animal Section

Other Random
Lookie Metermaids Bikini! (:

the closed off the science section. not closed off but we had to pay to get in.
and it was like $10. no way am i paying that to get it.
i was looking for a no cash based afternoon.
so screw it.
there was a dinosaur section but there were only two dinosaur, so didnt bother.

arthurification

2008-05-19T21:35:00.004+10:00

Arthur Barthur Fanarthur
i miss yu woi
I suddenly damn miss Arthur la.
His birthday coming soon and am broke. i cant get him his present till next month.

i miss yu Arthur Tan Karr Kheng

Trying to:

2008-05-19T15:12:00.003+10:00

procrastinating.
yeap yeap, thats why i've been doing for the past few days.
i've been trying to get myself to study.. but i cant!
i cant concentrate.
gahhhh

angrryyy.
why must we have so much stuff to read anyways?
its not like we can absorb it all.

Big Balls of Steel

2008-05-16T22:47:00.010+10:00

i've finally taken the time to

actually take pictures with the big steel balls

outside the Brisbane City State Library
me, David and Teeny

Teeny and Hannah

was wondering how i was going to get down

and thats all (:
LOLs. i got lazy.
owh! i'm done with all my assignments! weeeee

Birthday

2008-05-08T22:37:00.002+10:00

Happy Birthday to

Elicia Wong and,
Kenny Chai

Ang turns 18

2008-05-05T09:13:00.003+10:00

Happy Birthday

Ang Chee Hao

you've turned 18.

lets go get yu drunk :D
i have appointed our dearest friend
Mr. Chan to get yu drunk and tipsy (:

Lunch

2008-05-04T16:11:00.004+10:00

After stuffing myself with 6 doughnuts and 2 huge packets of chips the day before, i have decided to eat healthy for lunch. and by healthy i meant,

(cheddar cheese, grapes and an orange for lunch)

Buddhist Festival

2008-05-02T21:52:00.000+10:00

So according to Teeny the Buddhist festival is here at Southbank.

So we went after classes (: and came back for the last lecture from 5-6pm.
there was a lot of food but all of `em were vegetarian.
i bought me a "ba zhang" for $2.50 Aussie dollars, expensive yes i know
i never even like ba zhang before until i got here.
because before i was forced to eat it, now that no one is forcing me to eat it,
i actually miss it
:D
now do yu see how that tends to happen?
how when finally no one is forcing yu to do something that yu hate, yu actually miss it?
okay, lets leave that topic for another day.

(Went with Jordan, Teeny, Ben and Hannah)

after that we went back to the city and i went to get Krispy Kreme.
the doughnuts were yummy i can tell yu that
but i still prefer JCo.
Although the queue to get these doughnuts were comparable to the queue for JCo.
(i ate one before i had a chance to take picture of it)

the hurt

2008-04-30T22:43:00.005+10:00

Winnie brought my muffins to uni a couple of days back and she said her friends loved it. So Yeon brought my chocolate crackle to school and she said her friends love it. yay! am so happy! (: Success!

okay thats not why am blogging today.

Has anyone ever wondered why a divorce happens? and if a family isnt rich enough to file a divorce and their husbands just gets himself another wife, how would that feel? have yu never thought about how hurting it would be for yur wife to witness you living with another woman in the room while they've been kicked out of the house with no where to run to?

Dont you know that she's not feeling well and she's not able to walk properly let alone live on her own. why dont men understand? life isnt that easy! women give birth to your children. she went through 9 freaking months of pregnancy to make you happy and blurp out a kid for you to hold in your arms, not just one but three! and when she get sick and eventually becomes crippled you just push her aside and decide to get yourself a new one? it doesnt work that way!

Have you never thought about how it could happen to your current wife too. you're being a moron! think about your family! she's a human being too, not some dog that you just decide one that 'oh! i dont like you anymore i'm going to get a new one'. She's a freaking human being, she has feeling and heck even dog has feelings yu piece of shit! why dont you ever listen to other people's advice?! just because you dont see her you think she's gone?

how could you leave her in the hospital and not go and pick her up? when the hospital calls yu just ignore and not pick up! dont you know how embarrassing it is to even know yu let alone have yu as ... you dont care do you? the ambulance had to send her home and leave her outside of the house! have you ever thought about how painful it is? getting thrown out of your own home to make way for someone to replace you. think about the countless number of nights she's weeped outside the house hoping that you would let her back into your life.

i dont get you, i seriously dont. you dont have a heart at all and maybe not even a brain i might add to that! people have been trying to help you and you've just been digging your grave deeper and deeper.

the biggest mistake in her life was to get married to you, i dont even care if your a ... dont you know how hurt she is to see you in your bedroom with your new found whore while she sleeps outside. screw you! i hate you! you're the only person in this world who could ever think about doing this to her. every time anyone talks to her all she could say is, 'he has a new wife'.

Got tagged by Jon

2008-04-30T21:44:00.003+10:00

Tagged by Jon Wong.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
maybe around 26 and onwards? doesnt really matter anymore does it?

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?
now i usually just talk to Winnie and Hannah. the both of them are just awesome in finding ways to cheer me up.

3. Who is your idol?
American Idol? David Archuleta! Okay i know yu didnt mean that but yea,
i dont know, dont think i really have one. but my dad would be a good on to start off with.

4. Where is the place that you want to go most?
Europe! Number 1 on my list, Amsterdam!
London comes next, New York and Seattle, Rome maybe.

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
that life is a fairytale (:
i own all the most awesome-est clothings in the world
i humongous shoe collection
AND i'm a billionaire!
(i know it says one but who cares)

6. What is the purpose of your life?
to live life to the fullest and enjoy every moment in life because yu'll never know when it'll start crashing down. to help those in need and love those around me, remember important dates and cherish special moments

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
my family and friends, esp. my grandma (:
we love yu grandma! get well soon. we're all very worried and concerned.

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
Waking up to a cup of hot chocolate, going to she movies with Hannah and Chantal, shopping with Winnie and bumming in the grass with Anna, Teeny, Ben, David and walking to the bus stop with Beth (:

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
DUH! if not what? look at them and run away meh? no matter what the outcome yu'll still have to face it eventually. so why not face it when the feeling hasnt started growing roots.

10. List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
he's an awesome friend, he called me all the way from aussie on my birthday (:
awesome person to talk to, makes yu laugh even if majority of the time he talks nonsense
he's very confident in himself (:

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
i have a new rule of trying not to hate people before i get to know them. but backstabber and is two faced as*holes are a few that should not start talking to me or risk getting whacked like crazy (:

12. What would you do if you won a million dollars?
is that in US Dollars or in pounds? whatever currency it is, convert it!
first off save 300k then i will buy me lots and lot of shoes and clothings. make my daddie the happiest man in the world, get him his dream house and dream car, and my mummie the most satisfied woman in the world. get my brother and sisters things that they've always wanted.

13. What is your ambition?
to become an awesome early childhood teacher, to starts off young children's lives for them by helping them with small steps and make sure they get to their big dreams when they grow up. to help them every step of the way so that they dont fall off and get their dreams shattered.

14. What will you do if you got rejected by someone you like?
like that la. just try and forget about it lor. if they told me in a decent manner then i'll be okay, if not, i'll slap the shit outta them (: its better they tell me now than to keep it to themselves and leave me hanging

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
erm my lack of self confidence, get rid of my procrastination and add in some more concentration. learn to stand up for myself and not break down just because of some shitty rough patch.

16. What is your favourite colour?
pink! (: baby blue, black, white, purple.

17. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
being cherished and remembered by friends even when we start to grow old and our memories start to fade. having friends around to support me and to have my family to run to for help. and love, from every little creature of the world
(sounded hippy there)

18. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
being able to earn lots of money. but because what i want to do, isnt recognized as "important" enough throughout the world, i may never be able to earn enough and support my parent.

19. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?
crowd around and hug every single one person that i know and make everyone sit together so i will have my family and friends with me as the world slowly comes to an end.

20. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
not much, all i need is someone to be there for me when i need them, they dont even have to be physically there. someone who i could talk endlessly to and would always cherish moments we spend together making each one of them special. a person who is not afraid to tell me the truth and let me get angry at him know that i would eventually know its true. makes me laugh and has to be sarcastic and is not afraid of finding me sobbing in my little corner. someone who would hold me close when i cry while watching tv (: someone who knows that having him there is enough to cheer me up, and that there is no need to buy me expensive gifts bcus i know nothing in life is free (:

(wow this fella sounds almost perfect to me wey! wonder if he exists)

can i not tagg people? cos this is a hassle la! the next 5 people whose names i am about to mention, dont tagg if yu dont want to (:

Nicole, Chui Yi, Phoebe, Ka Peng and Andy

a blog or a dedication site

2008-04-29T21:50:00.002+10:00

My blog turning into a birthday dedication site la.

Muffins

2008-04-27T19:40:00.002+10:00

First attempt on making muffins

SUCCESS!

my chocolate chip banana muffins

Cia Wen

2008-04-27T19:33:00.004+10:00

Happy Birthday Cia Wen

my baby sister (:

Yu've turned 3 and we all love yu.
Even me from far far away
(:

Chocolate crackle

2008-04-26T19:19:00.003+10:00

Winnie and my
chocolate crackles.Winnie, attempting to dig them out from the tray.
TADA

ONE HUNDREDTH POST!!

*clap clap clap*

Anzac Day

2008-04-25T19:11:00.001+10:00

Anzac Day today

therefore holiday
yay! Long weekend again (:
didnt do much today.
made
supposedly walnut crisp cookies
but i didnt have enough walnuts and i was playing with the shape of the cookies.
it was still a success it just looked ugly.Hey look a man. yu can see his face and urrr..
something on the bottom of his body.
:D

Cindyy (:

2008-04-21T19:32:00.002+10:00

Happy Birthday my dearest

Cindy!(yes pictures are from the same album, dont blame me! she doesnt like taking pictures)

My daleng adik (:

Byung Yung

2008-04-19T21:44:00.001+10:00

Byung Yung turns 19

Happy birthday to Jeon Byung Yung
my lunch buddie for semester 2
Have a good one.

(ps. i actually forgot and only rmbered when i saw KaPeng's blog).

Uses of heater

2008-04-19T18:47:00.005+10:00

What do yu do, if its raining outside,
yu have a bunch of wet clothings,an unused heater
and

a shade?

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